And feelin' empty feelin' all grey
My psychiatrist keep sayin'
"Everything is gonna be okay"
I talked to my friends
They asked me "what happened with you?"
Sure, lemme tell you that
And what the fuck I've been through
(Sing)
Long, long ago
I was no one I wasn't this messed
And, no, no don't know
I don't know how could I be so depressed
These people always tell me
"You should stop being unhappy"
God damn it, how the hell is that supposed to help me?
In other hand I've never wanted to confess that I'm sad
Cause I'm a clown and my job is to make people happy
You know that?
I like to laugh, I like to make people laugh
But the problem is why I cannot do that to myself
(God knows)
All these feelings
I consider as a time bomb 'cause it
(Gets worse)
Everyday I have to make lies sure it ain't right
Better than die or should I?
Shit
I'm done
Trying so hard not to give a fuck
But, I want to have fun
Like a lot of people
Like a normal people
In other hand I've never wanted to confess that I'm sad
Cause I'm a clown and my job is to make people happy
You know that?
I like to laugh, I like to make people laugh
But the problem is why I cannot do that to myself
So I wake up everyday
And feelin' better feelin' not grey
My psychiatrist is saying
"Everything is finally okay"
I told all my friends
I said "I'm no longer feelin' blue"
And they believe it
They don't know it's a lie
They have no clue
